Planning For Consistency

For the past week I have been plagued with the thought of changing myself.  Attempting to make a plan for said thought is exhausting in its own right.  The list of things I want to change versus the list of things that can change is tipped to an unfair advantage against me.  The outcome always looks brighter than the reality.

I have a great life.

At the moment it just isn’t ideal.

And that is the reason I want to change.

There is a huge change coming up but it has been pushed back another year.  Which means this year is going to be rough mentally.  Thus reason for small personal changes.

If I were to jump ahead the year and make that big change in my current state, it would be not as full filling as I hope it to be.  So where can I start?

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