Energy of Confusion and Hope

When nothing good has happened in a while, does that mean something great is about to happen?

When God closes a door, he opens a window?

It’s so terribly hard to look on the bright side of things when every aspect of life is muted with let down, stress, and depression.

While I am aware of all the good things I have in life, none of them give me a sense of pride or fulfillment.  For every good event there is a lingering bad situation that goes along with it.  It’s reached the point where it feels like my happiness is determined on other people.

When I get asked the question of what will make me happy, I usually don’t know how to respond to that.

I thought I knew.

But then I got told otherwise.

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Inspire Hope

Over the past few years, weaving in and out of the jobs that I’ve had, the question of what I want to do with my life, comes up often.  It is either asked by a colleague after hours to pass the time or in my own head to justify my current position.   The question isn’t about what job do I want or where I want to live.  It’s always deeper then that.

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