For the past week I have been plagued with the thought of changing myself. Attempting to make a plan for said thought is exhausting in its own right. The list of things I want to change versus the list of things that can change is tipped to an unfair advantage against me. The outcome always looks brighter than the reality.
I have a great life.
At the moment it just isn’t ideal.
And that is the reason I want to change.
There is a huge change coming up but it has been pushed back another year. Which means this year is going to be rough mentally. Thus reason for small personal changes.
If I were to jump ahead the year and make that big change in my current state, it would be not as full filling as I hope it to be. So where can I start?